Saturday, May 28, 2016

Weathering the Storms

“I Carry My Weather”

I’ve always been fascinated by weather... I love the changes and the flow.  But it doesn’t always love me back.  Nonetheless, I watch mother nature as a fascinated observer.  I photograph her, videotape, write about her, sing about the rain, wind and snow.  I’ve romanticized it all and remember all the times of my life by what’s popular in music and films and what was happening with the weather.

Being raised a Northern girl, I was always conscious of the four seasons and welcomed each change as it came my way.  When I was about 7 years old, my mother and stepfather had just gotten custody of my brother and I after we’d traveled with our father and stepmother for about 5 years.  We had been all over Europe, lived in Germany for a few years, traveled the U.S. and Canada.  The only thing I remember about the weather in Germany is that it snowed a lot and Christmas was great fun with St. Nicholas and sleds.  We hadn’t seen our mother in all that time, so our reunion at O’Hare Airport in Chicago was very emotional for Mom. It was to be our new life.

Almost as soon as we arrived in Chicago, we bought a house at 237 Magnolia Plaza, South Chicago Heights.  No sooner had we settled in our new home, we were hit by the Chicago Blizzard of 1967, which struck northeast Illinois on January 26, 1967, with a record-setting 23 inches of snow falling in Chicago and its suburbs before the storm abated the next morning. To this day, it is the worst blizzard in Chicago history. We had a maid named Lily who we loved very much.  She took great care of us and our house.  During the blizzard with its 10-foot drifts, it was the only time I remember Lily having to spend the night.  I remember trying to open our front door, but couldn’t; we were snowed in.  It was fun for us kids to build igloos and play in the snow, but was devastating for the adults. (see video)

One of the first memories I have of weather is Mom telling me the story of the 1967 Oak Lawn tornado.  She’d had dreams about it before it happened and was caught right in the middle of the terrible event.  She was forever terrified of tornadoes.

If you were living in or near Oak Lawn, Illinois, on April 21, 1967, your life permanently changed that day. You witnessed the devastation that an F4 - 65 mph tornado can cause. The Oak Lawn tornado killed 33 people, injured over 1,000 and caused $50 million ($285 million in today’s dollars) worth of damage.

I lived in Central Illinois from 1972 to 1975 and remember experiencing many terrible storms, including F1 tornadoes... but none as devastating as the tornadoes that hit us in 1967 and 1970 in Cook County.

In the month that my sister, Tami, was conceived, the Blizzard of 1979 arrived. Chicago's fourth worst snowstorm in the city’s history occurred on January 13-14, 1979 and dumped a whopping 18.8 inches of snow on the city and suburbs. The monster blizzard was a natural disaster but a manmade catastrophe, due to the lack of plowing and planning after the storm.  From then on, during my time in the Chicago area - 1979 to 1984 - I was in the midst of some of the most brutal Chicago winters.

I moved to Austin, Texas around 1984 and in 1985, a rare snow storm hit Austin and we had 7.5 inches of snow within an 11-day stretch.  I’ll never forget it because they told us it NEVER snows in Austin and almost as soon as we arrived, we were hit with one of the worst winters in their history.  The Hill Country was suspended in time, everything at a standstill, cars stranded all over the place and no one knew how to drive in the white stuff.

In 1989, I was living on the islands near Charleston, SC when Hurricane Hugo made landfall. It was the worst storm of my life thus far.  It strengthened into a category 5 hurricane before making landfall at McClellanville, a small shrimping town up the coast from Charleston, South Carolina on September 21.  Mandatory evacuation was in place, so we all fled to the Blue Ridge Mountains in North Carolina.  I was the first to return to James Island the night after and witnessed devastation like I’d never seen in my lifetime - and the police chasing the looters. Hurricane Hugo caused 27 fatalities in South Carolina, left nearly 100,000 homeless, and resulted in $10 billion (1989 USD) in damage overall, making it the most damaging hurricane ever recorded at the time.  I’d lived in a beach house on Folly Beach.  When I returned to see the devastation, I found the top floor of the beach house across the street with graffiti sprayed on its side: “HU-GONE!”  We were without water, power and cable for months and had to stand in line while the national guard handed out bags of ice and bottles of water.

Then there was the freak snowstorm in Charleston after Hugo. The largest snowstorm in history for the Southeast U.S. coast occurred just before Christmas 1989.  This storm broke all-time snowfall records in Charleston (8 inches).  Measurable snow fell as far south as Jacksonville and Tallahassee, Florida, and snow flurries were reported in Tampa and near Sarasota. I remember how everything came to a standstill.  It wasn’t like living in Chicago where life goes on and people know how to drive in snow and on ice... the cable went out, phones were dead... nothing worked for days.

It was ironic that my mother’s house was almost destroyed by Hugo in 1989 and then my father, Dick’s house was destroyed by Hurricane Andrew which was, at the time of its occurrence in August 1992, the most destructive hurricane in U.S. history. It caused major damage in the Bahamas and Louisiana, but the greatest impact was in South Florida, where he’d lived most of his life and where it made landfall at category 5 hurricane intensity.  He told me that he’d rescued the painting I’d done of him and my stepmother.  My father was retired from the military, but worked for Dade County and tracked hurricanes for many years.  He knew to take shelter in the bathroom.

August 12, 1991, I was packing everything to move to New York, watching the creek rise and the streets flooding.  I was sure the house would flood.  Just as we arrived in Queens, NY on the 18th, Hurricane Bob was headed toward the Carolinas.  I moved to New York being followed by a hurricane!  It hit Long Island the next day! 

Late October, 1991, I was soon to discover firsthand what a nor’easter was like when we collided with “The Perfect Storm.” A cyclone significantly strengthened as a result of the temperature contrast between the cold air to the northwest and the warmth and humidity from the remnants of Hurricane Grace. It had an unusual retrograde motion for a nor'easter, beginning a set of meteorological circumstances that occur only once every 50 to 100 years.  “Lucky me!” I thought as I really had convinced myself that I’d seen the last of hurricanes.  The “perfect storm” moniker was coined by author and journalist Sebastian Junger, but, to me, it was just winds like I’d never felt - not even in “The Windy City.”  I cleaned up many a nor’easter during my years on Long Island.

Next came what they now call the “1993 Storm of the Century,” also known as the '93 Super Storm, the Great Blizzard of 1993, or the No Name Storm, was a large cyclonic storm that formed over the Gulf of Mexico on March 12, 1993.  I was living in Queens and we were having a hard time digging the car out of the snow drifts.  I had to walk to the subway to go to work in Manhattan, which was a real adventure!

From 1996 through 2016, I was in seven major historical record-breaking blizzards in New York:
  1.     27.5” on January 22-23, 2016
  2.     26.9” on February 11-12, 2006
  3.     20.9” on February 25-26, 2010
  4.     20.2” on January 7-8, 1996
  5.     20.0” on December 26-27, 2010
  6.     19.8” on February 16-17, 2003
  7.     19.0” on January 26-27, 2011
As I was about to leave New York for a hiatus after living there almost 25 years, another record-breaking storm hit Long Island in January 2016.  I’ve always photographed the blizzards (I even wrote a song called “The Blizzard”), but this one was really hard to photograph while standing.  The storm literally blew me away! 

I’ve not even BEGUN to describe the hurricanes and nor’easters of New York!  And the earthquake after Hurricane Irene that reverberated all the way from Virginia.  September 16, 1999, Hurricane Floyd arrived.  In New York City, public schools were closed on September 16, 1999, the day Floyd hit the area. This was a rare decision by the city, as New York City public schools close on average once every few years.  Before Floyd, the last time New York City closed its schools was for the Blizzard of 1996.  In New York, over 10 inches of rain triggered mudslides on the bluffs overlooking the Hudson River near the Tappan Zee Bridge.

Hurricane Irene was a large and destructive tropical cyclone, which affected much of the Caribbean and East Coast of the United States during late August 2011 (it hit New York on August 28th).  Irene is ranked as the seventh-costliest hurricane in United States history.  For me, it was one of the most frightening events because of the tornado warnings - something rare on Long Island.  It was the first time I’d heard the emergency broadcast system - not as a warning.  It was a helpless feeling and reminded me of the tornado warnings we’d hear in the Midwest all those years ago.  The wind/rain bands were wild and torrential.  The skies were incredible to watch.

Last, but not least, was my namesake, Hurricane Sandy, which arrived on Oct. 29, 2012.  Unofficially known as “Superstorm Sandy,” it was the deadliest and most destructive hurricane of the 2012 Atlantic hurricane season, and the second-costliest hurricane in U.S. history.  The storm became the largest Atlantic hurricane on record (as measured by diameter, with winds spanning 1,100 miles).  Estimates as of 2015 assessed damage to have been about $75 billion (2012 USD), a total surpassed only by Hurricane Katrina.  At least 233 people were killed along the path of the storm in eight countries.  In the U.S., Hurricane Sandy affected 24 states, including the entire eastern seaboard and west across the Appalachian Mountains to Michigan and Wisconsin, with particularly severe damage in New Jersey and New York.  Its storm surge hit New York City on October 29, flooding streets, tunnels and subway lines and cutting power in and around the city.  Damage in the United States amounted to $71.4 billion (2013 USD).

Sandy hit home for us because we watched as entire communities were wiped out - especially Staten Island and Long Beach.  My favorite place to walk my dog and enjoy an afternoon, the Freeport Nautical Mile, was wiped out.  Help was slow in coming - if it came at all.  It was a terrifying night with 80-90 mph winds.  My beloved Manhattan was devastated, the city was dark, subways and tunnels were flooded.  People all up and down the coast were in shock.  Long Island was hit hard - maybe the worst.  They told us not to drink the water.  I was lucky - one of the very few who didn’t lose power, water or cable.  For that, I was grateful.  I hope never to have to live through another storm of the century!

Thursday, April 14, 2016

Rediscovering Charleston, SC

I've had a long history with Charleston, SC.  My Aunt Susan says our ancestors immigrated here first. My mother, Elizabeth Baron, came here in the early '80s and made it her home where she gained a huge following as a medium on television and radio.  She embraced Charleston completely - as an artist, she painted the lighthouses, the famous Atlantic House (her prints still hang in many of the establishments on Folly Beach and Charleston), the basket weavers, and her children and grandchildren running on the beach. She was a colorful fixture on the scene where she was involved in ghost tours, working with the police on missing persons cases, and exploring the haunted plantations.

I lived on the outlying islands from '88 thru '91 when I moved to New York. I've lived in New York ever since, but always returned to Charleston to visit my family and friends. However, I neglected to explore downtown Charleston all those times in the past... until now.  Here are some of my photographs... a picture tells a thousand stories! [Go here to see my Charleston pictures.]

Monday, February 1, 2016

The Many Faces of Marlon Brando

Marlon Brando was arguably the greatest actor the world has known.  After watching Listen to Me Marlon, it's easy to see why he's thought of as the best.  This film is fascinating - a documentary telling his life story in his own words - via tapes he recorded throughout his lifetime.  He made Method Acting (the Stanislavsky Method) famous with his teacher Stella Adler.

I recently watched the first two Godfather movies, On the Waterfront and Last Tango in Paris - some of Brando's greatest work in film.  It was a great experience to revisit these films anew after having seen the documentary.

Marlon was also quite an activist and advocated for the rights of black people when it was very unpopular to do so... as well as American Indians.  He was so utterly human - through and through - which is what made him such a great actor: his intense empathy for humanity.

Here is a drawing of Brando playing Stanley Kowalski in A Streetcar Named Desire... I did when I was about 18:

Wednesday, November 18, 2015

World Premiere of "Painting Music"

Sandy Frazier, author of "The Mystic Artist" - has released her second full-length CD - "Painting Music." Described as "ArtRock" - each song is a Pop Cantata, a kind of poem set to music, colourful stories, like individual paintings. "PAINTING MUSIC is the theme of my life's work. I've written lots of songs about art and created lots of art about music."

You can now order CDs complete with original art, lyrics and full-color graphics here: https://www.createspace.com/2292191 ... or you can download at iTunes, Spotify, Google Play... and coming soon on Amazon Music!

Saturday, October 17, 2015

The Fragile Men


This is an old song... I wrote it so long ago and include it on my current record in dedication to my mother who loved it and always asked me to play it for her.  Listen live on SoundCloud.

The Fragile Men

The fragile men I know, I love with all my heart.
They hate like hell to admit when I am just as smart.
Their fragile hearts can break as easily as I do
and break at every chance they get when not admitting to.


The faults they have are like mine, though equal we are not.
When we fight I understand his strength is what I want.
We eat, we drink, we play together every day.
He stays the same as I grow fat when doing things his way.


The fragile men are greater as vegetarians.
When they can’t put away the drink, they seem less masculine.
Well, that’s the way society goes, and that’s the way they see…
a man is only strong and brave when he is not like she.

Sunday, October 11, 2015

Blue Memories

Blue Memories is a song I wrote about my memories of Miami Beach as a youth.  I always wanted to be able to sing it even though it's not really in my range.  Thanks to my wonderful engineer and producer, I was finally able to record this song the way I'd always wanted to.

Listen live on Soundcloud.

Here are the lyrics:

In turquoise, aqua blue, I’m free — swimming in a crystal sea.
It is a replenishment — cold, refreshing, innocent.
Splashing in a sparkling pool, the stinging of my eyes is cruel
Yet underwater I can see long past my eternity.


I closed my eyes to a blood red light.
I lay in sand and dreamt of night,
the summer sun, the cocoa scent and the waters’ refreshment.


Splashing in the mist-filled skies,
the stinging of my salt-filled eyes;
my days of youth on the beach
are too far away to reach.


But when I breathe the cobalt skies,
when I gaze in sapphire eyes
and the jade aquamarine
turns to royal or blue-green.


Cerulean waters, phthalo deep are the memories I keep.
Hidden in the midnight blues are the secret underlying clues.


I love blue –

And now I have released the pain –
bleating in the pouring rain.
The doors’ flung open to a dazzling light;
the shock erupted from inside.


Splashing in a sparkling pool,
the stinging of my eyes is cruel
Yet underwater I can see
long past my eternity.


I love blue –

Saturday, October 10, 2015

John Lennon 75

I attended the opening champagne reception of The Art of John Lennon in Soho last night on what would have been John Lennon's 75th birthday at the AFA Gallery on Greene Street. It was the perfect Manhattan evening and great to hear all the old John Lennon and Beatles' songs while viewing many of the pictures I'd seen many years ago again.


Thanks for the memories, John!











Monday, September 14, 2015

The Awakening


"The Awakening" - a song inspired by 'The Blue Birdby Maurice Maeterlinck - is a labour of artistic determination! Go here to listen now: https://soundcloud.com/sandyfrazier/the-awakening

Here are the lyrics:

The Awakening

I burn the candle at both ends
in the forest where the lights go
when they are blown out.
My life could be the story
so beautiful from beginning to end.
But instead it stings my senses,
awakening in me
emotions so long dormant, so seldom seen.

It’s the flashing light of the awakening.

And this is the palace of happiness.
And these are the days of the daydream.
Go on to the night of the bedlam.
“Oh gaffer! Your blackbird is blue.”


Sound the note of infinity -
the note of a fragile phantasy.
So all the world’s a song.
It’s the war inside that tries to take me
and the helpless feeling God can’t wake me.
This black foul!
It’s the flashing light of the awakening.


Water cleans it all away.
Monster dreams disappear when the light comes on.
Rulers of my destiny
go away when I release them to the wind.
I’m drugged by fools! This black foul!
Weighted with malevolence!
This black foul!
Till I create no more.


When with the awakening, they let me live.
Let me live – truer to myself.


This moment contains all the love.
This moment contains all the hate.

Friday, September 11, 2015

"Torment Saint" By William Todd Schultz

Unlike the recent documentary, Torment Saint brings Elliott Smith into focus as a true American artist who made music simply because he loved music and was passionately moved by the musicians he admired.  I've read a lot of biographies in my life, but with the advent of YouTube at my disposal, reading these words while at the same time being able to listen to and watch all the performances and songs was exciting and inspiring.  

As a musician, myself, I understood the passion Elliott had for recording right from the start... his urgency to tape everything that popped into his head while the concept was still fresh and alive... the scuffling about - so young - from Radio Shacks to musicians' clearance houses trying to find any old equipment he could use - anything that would get the job done there and then... duplicating homemade cassettes and inserts with original art and photographs... trying to get those cassettes into the right hands.  

Schultz's empathetic, compassionate style is warm and heartfelt throughout; he made me smell the Portland rain and the NYC dive bars... he made me ebb and flow with Elliott's highs and lows.  He introduced me to all of his friends, his family and musicians - the characters and stories that inspired his songs. He knew Elliott lived his songs and the lyrics were his life story.

Elliott lived a short life that was filled to over-flow with experiences that take most of us a lifetime to have.  He was focused because he knew who he was and what he wanted to do; he knew his limitations and understood his talent and his shortcomings. Unlike most of the megastars today, he played all of his instruments and wrote, sang and performed his tracks. There was no pretending; he didn't care if he fit in, he didn't care if he was a hit.  He just knew what to do, how to do it and got it done. Elliott's site.

Friday, August 14, 2015